HIT THAT BULLSEYE. ♥

Thursday, May 31, 2007

9:19 PM

TODAY WAS SHOOTING COMP X________X
walao wanna die la.
not as if our results were very good.

went sch at 8.30.
of course no one thr la.
walao.
put the forms in mdm lim's pidgeonhole.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
quite a pathetic number of them.
went to canteen and stoned.
ZZZZZZ.
WALAO STUPID SOFTBALL PPL :X
MUST ALWAYS OCCUPY SO MUCH SPACE ONE AR.
WALAO EH GO SOMEWHR ELSE LA.
NOT AS IF MY SQUAD GOT ALOT OF PLACE TO PUT THEIR BAGS LIAO.
finally sowji came at 9.00+.
the rest of them came SLOWLY after that.
walao eh.
mt come without pens. ._.
then walked up to the pidgeonholes again to put her forms.
then tried to look arnd for pens in their pidgeonholes.
WALAO SO CHEAPSKATE LMAO.
ONE TEACHER GT PEN CAP IN THE PIDGEONHOLE.
thn run to library lor.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
the librarian asked: what you all doing there ah?
sowji: BORROWING PEN BORROWING PEN!
LOLLLLLLL.
thn run aft that.
after that we changed.
thn assembled at foyer.
aft that, ZOMFG.
THEY FORGOT THEY HAD TO COME TO CGS?!
okay lor.
take cab.
lmao me and mt went on the cab with guimei ma'am.
then old yio chu kang rd old yio chu kang rd!
ALSO DUNNO WHR LMAO.
then she realise it's old CHOA chu kang rd.
end up the cab in front of us (with pearllyn, kasthuri, hazzie and zee)
our cab driver remarked: WAH THEY GOING ON MERRY GO ROUND.
ROFLMAO.
thn she asked us to try calling.
try to call.
end up they all have their bags and hps in the boots @_@
die lor die lor.
LOL.
so went to HTA and waited for them with kel, hyeon, sowji and ws.
guimei ma'am had to call mdm lim.
then FINALLY they came.
lol.
whoever knows the way to the armoury!
omggggg.
HTA BRINGS BACK SO MANY MEMORIES OF NPDP @_@
rawrs.
honour and unity square LOL.
but we still got to the shooting range anyway.
LOLLLLLLL.
they wouldnt let us go by the armoury T_T
while we were waiting up thr,
it was so scary @_@
then guimei ma'am was told that WE WERE NEXT.
LOL.
actually it was just for briefing.
then two details would go in together.
we were the second detail.
then the sir:
guys you all sit there very comfortable ah?
LOL.
so gentlemanly. :X
lol.
HYEON STOLE MY CHAIR. ))):
lollllllll.
after that, sir came to talk to us.
i bet most of us remembered him frm NPDP.
LOL.
sir, got remember the NPDP people?
i dont think so.
LOL.
went into the shooting range.
walao.
did super badly can.
my practice shots were better than the real ones @_@
did i look like i was so shaken by the competition? O_O
guimei ma'am asked me whether i was all right LOL.
then she pat my back and say nvm it's okay. you all did your best.
LOL.
changed at HTA.
to quarter u.
then left.

i think she did it on purpose.
aiya, if you want to be, i'll gladly let you.
but if they dont want,
not my fault also right.

i think she's seeking solace&comfort.
nvm.
everyone's seeking something.

forgotten paths intertwine.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

4:20 PM

intristique turned amateur on 290507
CELEBRATE FOR ME! :D
took 7 tries for lv 21 licence.
it was so worth it! :D
I AM NOW AN AMATEUR.
AMATEUR AMATEUR AMA AMA AMA AMATEURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
lollllllllllllllllll.
super cool licence ;x
x5 chain and x3 chain.
x2 chain twice.
you can say it's not really pro ;x
but it meant alot to me. :D
and it seems like i cant pass licences if i do fms @_@
lv 20 licence passed without fm.
lv 21 licence passed without fm.
@_________@
and i love intri's new set!
pretty pretty ;D
aye kel, thanks alot. (:
and clari owes me a bulletin.
.__________.
if only she wasnt online all the time -_-

ahaha monkey!
how'd you know i love 'because you live - jesse mccartney'? (:
ahaha, the amount of letters you send to me is scary @_@

today had amaths and chem lesson.
chem was relatively easy,
covalent bonding and metallic bonding. (:
before amaths, we already saw that all the caterpillars were like dead and squished and black or whatever colours.
then AFTER amaths,
ZOMFGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
THE FREAKING NEST DROPPED LOLLLLLLLLL.
apparently it was on the ceiling @_@
then the whole thing dropped.
and charlotte didnt even notice!
and she was sitting one table in front @_@
well at least the mystery of the caterpillars has been solved!
(still grossed out though)
and to find out whether there was anything inside the nest still or what it was made up of,
someone (i think it was xl) used a chair to squash it.
teevee was astounded!
LOL.
she said: OHMYGOD IT'S JUST MADE UP OF DIRT!
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
and giant crystal lattice = giant crystal lettuce?
-_____________________-
STOP PUTTING THAT MAGNET IN MY HAIR FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
lmao dont let that incident happen again ;3

& i'm thinking. of you.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, May 28, 2007

8:41 AM

i really really really want to find some place where there's absolutely no one.
because when there's no one around,
no one will judge you.
even the trees,
the ground,
they will judge you in their silent ways.
but they will still keep it to themselves.
and the silence is still bearable.
however,
for humans,
they judge you with mean critical eyes.
bearing into you,
tearing you apart.
maybe that's why some people prefer to live in recluse.
because they're tired of the judgmental thinking that those around them have.
i want to go somewhere with no one.
where i can scream my agony out loud.
and still not be judged.
that's all i want to do.

games give you enjoyment.
happiness even.
but what is happiness?
based on our own thinking, no doubt.
if we thought that pain = happiness,
then we would be soughting after pain.
happiness is temporary.
why should we be happy when all good things must come to an end?
maybe i do what i do because i want to cling on to happiness.
why cant you cut me some slack?
just because i'm not like you doesnt mean i want to be exactly like you in terms of personality and abilities.
one sided comments.
you never even think about it from my point of view.
further proof why people would want to go into recluse or just find some 'other' kind of environment.
is there that much wrong with me?
in your eyes, there is.
what if i thought that there was EVERYTHING wrong with you.

PARFUM EXTRAIT 0 IS A GREAT MANGA ;x
i'll leave you to find out about it. xD

we've just got time to do it one more time.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, May 27, 2007

2:38 PM

RAWRS!
everything she does drives me crazy!
it's like she's trying to be my clone.
do you think you're so close to me?
poser.
faker.
lamer.
loser.
i'll just ignore you.
and i know you'll disappear.

~~scary~~ astounding confessions yesterday.
thanks for being truthful.
it'll take some time to get used to.

HAD FLAG DAY TODAYYYYYY.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
woke up arnd 6? ;x
then had to get ready,
reach dhanu's house at 6.20 to fetch her to newton mrt.
FUNNY LOL.
at newton mrt,
we couldnt find pearllyn! xDDDD
sms sms sms.
-eh why dont you call her.
-oh. good question.
LOL.
*calls*
p: i see a car but i dont see you and dhanu.
m: walk up. then in front.
p: okay.
d: eh mel, ask pearllyn whether she can see me waving at her!
m: pearllyn, dhanu asks whether you can see her waving at you.
m&d: OH SHE'S THERE.
p: OH.
LOL. then she got into the car.
after that my dad explained how to get to the mrt again,
then dropped us off at the BCF.
DHAT PLACE SH0 SCARIIE NEHHX.
LOL xD
it's like so dark,
then only got me, dhanu and pearllyn there.
thn decided to walk upstairs.
FOUND THEM xDDDD
the guy there was damn funny and friendly.
then after that he asked us to go into the room for briefing and collect our tins.
we saw our names.
and locations.
LOCATIONS.
LOCATIONS.
LOCATIONS.
LOL.
we all kenna diff places.
then dhanu's one was tampines.
i forgot pearllyn's one @_@
but mine was supposed to be sembawang.
BUTTTTT.....
WE DIDNT WANT TO GO ALONE xDDDD
so we asked that guy whether we can change locations.
.....
CAN LOL xD
so we all go tampines xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
then after that lady briefed us,
we went out to the waiting room again.
jessica called dhanu and then me and pearllyn were making a big fuss about how to get here.
THEN DHANU PRO. xD
BROUGHT OUT THE PAPER LOLLLL.
after that we kind of stoned.
then dhanu went in to rush kel, ws and mt.
me and pearllyn were starving. xD
then i had chocolate biscuits but i didnt really want to eat them. xD
pearllyn had famous amos cookies! @____@
YEAH PEARLLYN, they were WARM LAST NIGHT.
-_________________________-
but anyway, thanks for the cookie! ^^v
then after that,
we were so wu liao to play the fishing game. xD
(that guy kept coming and seeing us and asking us still here?! LOL.)
DHANU THE FISH DONT LIKE YOU -_-
me and pearllyn caught 3 each.
LOL.
and then dhanu cheat. ):
she turned off the machine and then put the fishing thing inside.
then turn on again and when the fish closes its mouth then she pull it out.
-_-
BUT THE FISH HATE HER. :X
they still slipped out from the hook LOL. :X
then FINALLY we set off.
OH YES YES, NO MORE STILL HERE?!
(after ws and dhanu trying to fish -_-)
found a way to the mrt.
and a way to tampines. @_@
OHOH.
ws lives under a bridge. ):
kel lives in the leaves. ):
pearllyn lives in a lightbulb. ):
i live in a lamp post. -_-
i forgot where dhanu and mt live LOL.
sorry xD i forgot your homes. xDDDD
quite like any normal flag day.
fake smiles.
polite nods.
shameless people who just ignore you.
and of course,
the ever sought after,
KIND PEOPLE :X
kel encountered this guy.
g: you from crescent?
k: yeah.
g: oh. good school. is mr samat still teaching there?
k: yeah.
g: oh. he's my father.
LOL. BIG SURPRISE BIG SURPRISE ._.
we took a break at around 10.30. ;x
went to century square for something to eat @_@
YES I KNOW WE TOLD YOU 11.30 :XXX
BUT WE WERE SOOOOOOO HUNGRY xD
and besides, you two were uncontactable. ):
mt, dhanu and kel couldnt hide their tins in the bag.
then end up,
the security guard warned them: no collecting ah.
LOL.
see i so clever hid it before that. xD
went food junction with them.
shared duck rice with kel.
mt's beef noodles not nice :X
mt will make a VERY BAD THIEF.
mt, next time when you want to be a thief, you going to that person's house and ask: can i steal your valuables?
if that person not home, you going to the neighbour's house and ask: can i steal your neighbour's valuables?
ROFLMAO xD
after that just went back to collecting again.
eh lmao there were some people frm innova JC.
then they did an 'exchange' with kel.
do a questionnaire for them and they donate to her.
then since there were two of them,
they decided to do it to me too.
LOL.
so one of them came over to 'exchange' with me.
xDDDDDDDD
1 dollar more @_@
finally decided to go back at 1. ;x
on the way back,
WS'S HOME DRIED UP xD
finally went back.
I KNOW MT WENT PS.
SI MT. SI MT. SI MT.
-_______-
aiya, nt as if she got enough money go bunk anyway.
LOL.

bought whatever and dhanu bought anything.
LOL.
mine was green tea? o_o"
then dhanu's was zapple? o__o"
well it was fun anyway.
LOL.

i asked dhanu to try out for control.
d: then say wad? i crap there is it? -_-
m: nono. you talk about your PRECIOUS squadmates. xD
d: yeah. and i'll say that i want to dedicate this song to my dear squadmate MELISSA. YES MEL ARE YOU LISTENING? I WANT TO DEDICATE THIS SONG TO YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE SO CUCKOO.
(LOLLLLLLLLLLL)
m: T_T then how about mt?
d: oh, mt ah. nvm i combine you two together. I WANT TO DEDICATE BOUNCY BOUNCY SMACK SMACK AND CIRCLE CIRCLE DOT DOT TO THESE TWO, MELISSA AND MUN TENG BECAUSE THEY LIKE TO SING THIS SONG ALOT AND WHEN THEY SING IT I WANT TO SING IT TOO. xD
m: T_T but i wanted lips of an angel >_>
d: oh that one? i think of rebecca when i hear it ;x but sometimes think of you also la xD
m: oh. o_o hazzie?
d: eh, got any bimbo songs?
m: GIRLFRIEND xD
d: nah. i'll play last night for her. since she likes it so much.
LOL. aiya we got loads more ppl. but kind of weird to say. ;x

& if we stop here, we might just lose everything.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, May 26, 2007

10:57 PM

RAWRS. 18K MORE EXP TO AMATEUR.
thanks alot 7th for making me go bboy8.
and then diu lian =.=
i got an astounding 55k when the top score was 158k.
i am a noob 8k bboyer pl0x.

rawrs.
so many jio-ers.
LOL.
which one which one ;x
go out watch movie?
or go arcade?
or go someone's house?
or go out bunking?
BUT BUNK IS EXXXXXXXXXX >_>"
someone pay for mehhhhhhhhh.
lol.

aiya, needa chiong amateur la.
tmr thn blog again @_@
tmr still needa go flag day ;x

and all those weird little obsessions of yours.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Friday, May 25, 2007

4:47 PM

rawr. kavin is a bully. ):
si bpps guys :x
all go sec sch become pai kia ;x
also become PRO twitters. ;x
read read ;x

† melissa/kir:	okay. gogo, shooooooooooooooo ;x
(2:22 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	..
(2:22 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	i hate you . :/
(2:22 PM) † melissa/kir:	okay, thanks. i hate you too. (:
(2:22 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	........
(2:22 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	forgot it :/
(2:22 PM) † melissa/kir:	what do you want me to say? -_-
(2:23 PM) † melissa/kir:	whyy d0 euu hate mii? ): ii ishh lurbb euu derrhx.
(2:23 PM) † melissa/kir:	is it? =.=
(2:23 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	uue want tuhhx playy twiit arhhx ?
(2:23 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	iie shii prO dur wOrhhx .
(2:24 PM) † melissa/kir:	yarrhs. iie wantt tuhh playy twiit.
(2:24 PM) † melissa/kir:	iie dunchh miind.
(2:24 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	uue shO badd narhhx .
(2:24 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	herhhx .
(2:24 PM) † melissa/kir:	iie badd mehhx? iishh euu wh0 ishh badd. ):
(2:25 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	where qqOrt nerhhx ?
(2:25 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	uue always buwee miie . x/3
(2:25 PM) † melissa/kir:	still sayy whrr g0t. st0p denyiing. ):
(2:25 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	iie never denyy nOrhhx .
(2:26 PM) † melissa/kir:	g0t l0rhhx.
(2:26 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	iie never narhhx .
(2:26 PM) † melissa/kir:	ka-[VIN]- & im back . nanananana . says: where qqOrt nerhhx ? see. euu denyy.
(2:26 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	: (
(2:26 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	uue shO evil narhhx .
(2:27 PM) † melissa/kir:	iie nt eviil derhhx. iishh bec0z 0f euu dat's whyy.
(2:27 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	waa . iie qqOrt shO evil mehhx ?
(2:27 PM) † melissa/kir:	g0tt.
(2:27 PM) † melissa/kir:	evil kaviin. ):
(2:28 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	evil melissa narhhx .
(2:28 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	herhhx .
(2:28 PM) † melissa/kir:	euu s0mem0re blame mii agaiin siia. ):
(2:28 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	iie never narhhx .
(2:28 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	sOrwee narhhx .
(2:28 PM) † melissa/kir:	st0p pushiing de blame. ):
(2:29 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	okayy narhhx . all mye fault narhhx .
(2:29 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	x/3 .
(2:29 PM) † melissa/kir:	yuppx. ishh all euur fault.
(2:29 PM) † melissa/kir:	at least euu admiit. ;x
(2:30 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	... * qOes tuhh one side ndd criie *
(2:31 PM) † melissa/kir:	aiiyorh. whyy euu g0 cryy andd leave mii here. ):
(2:31 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	iie criie oshO wrOnqq .
(2:31 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	haiish .
(2:32 PM) † melissa/kir:	kaviin euu sh0 badd derrhx. ):
(2:32 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	haiish .
(2:32 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	everythinqq ishh my fault .
(2:33 PM) † melissa/kir:	aiy0. nbm liiao larhhx. every0ne has faults derhhx. ;x
(2:33 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	sOrwee narhhx .
(2:33 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	ehhx melissa jiejie , qimme ure number nerhxx .
(2:34 PM) † melissa/kir:	whadd f0r? euu want tuu spam myye ph0ne issit? ;o
(2:34 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	nevermindd ifb uue dunchh want qibb .
(2:34 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	:/
(2:35 PM) † melissa/kir:	rawrrs. 0kayys larhhx.
(2:35 PM) † melissa/kir:	dunchh cryy liia0 0kayys.
(2:36 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	lOL`d .
(2:36 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	uue shO qudd arr . scared iie criie ? :x
(2:37 PM) † melissa/kir:	yuppx. see euu criie sh0 scariie. )

(2:41 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	herh , duwan talk with you le :x
(2:41 PM) ka-[VIN]-:	bbyes . i go maple awhile :x
(2:41 PM) † melissa/kir:	0kayys. iie g0 audii den ;x

WAH SEH JUST NOW MT NVR COME ONLINE -______-
PPL WAIT FOR YOU TO CHIONG AMMY DE LEH.
WALAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
2hr 30min to novice compe.
will try to win @_@
19k more exp to ammy.
NINETEEN THOUSANDDDDDDDDDDDD.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
just now played with -HeartsBoiBoi i think o_o"
and hazeyhatred.
super fun ppl ;x
esp hazey, PWN THE GUY LMAO.
cant wait for novice compe.
cant decide on a new set!
hair, bottom, shoes all decided.
only top left @_@
help me decided pl0x.
dont judge on the shoes.
only the top please. (:
1.

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i am so going to get ink poisoning soon @_@

dont drag others down with you.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

1:54 PM

today had early dismissal.
but only left school around 12.30?
handover ;x

i swear i was so irritated.
i cant help but get irritated when i see your ~~annoying~~ WONDROUS face.
i was horrified over what you did.
why do you keep clinging on to me?
it's disgusting and it just shows me that you have no brain of your own.
i know you want a friend,
i offered to be one.
but apparently,
you're overdoing it.
go away and leave me alone.

during PE, we played SPUD!
it was funny.
5 ppl squish into 1 hula hoop o_o"
thn ALL CHIONG ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

after that went back to class,
played supertux -.-"
thn RBO :X
charlotte let me play female thiefy ;x
a.k.a squishy xD
she played her swordsman.
played lv 1 cause i forgot the controls T_T
but it was fun!
we cleared it quite fast,
kind of lucky we didnt play a longer stage cause quite little time left.
she taught me how to EVENOM :X
downrightstrongatt.
LOL.
super cool super cool ;x

had handover session.
swetha ma'am and andrea ma'am briefed me and jaslin ;x
rawr it seems like asst. admin head cum financial head got more to do than the admin head herself! @_@
after that had to go find xiuying ma'am to find out about being sec 4 NCO.
@_@"""
quite funny :X
she talked for about 3 minutes,
then got nothing to say.
o_O"
then she asked hanisah ma'am got anything to say.
and then also dont have @_@""""
so she asked me got any questions,
only got one LOL.
then after she answered that,
we kind of stoned. o_o
and then finally just went back to talking with nan, jas and mt. ;x
BUBBLES BOUGHT US ICE CREAM :X
BEN & JERRY'S :XXXXXXX
forgot the name @_@
got something chocolate fudge ;x
LOL.
i conclude that sec 3s 07 eat very messily ;x
LOL.
they kind of just dirtied the whole place -.-
DHANUSHA TRIED TO STRANGLE ME. ):
*pouts*
LOL. you just come up right behind me and put yr arms around my neck and yank.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK?!
LOL :X
she also wrote 'messages' on our arms. ;x
"ALL THE BEST IN THE FUTURE! (:"
and mine got a "word of advice".
to "BE FIRM" with the squad.
@_________@"
oh, arent those two words VERY suggestive?
i will nt joke arnd with you all ;x

RAWR.
TODAY WANNA CHIONG AMMY WITH MT.
but she's nt online yet -___-
ltr gonna bring kel's char to compe again.
yesterday's compe was crap.
made it to 4th round.
1st round - normal indi. got 2nd position.
2nd round - sync 8. got 2nd position.
3rd round - normal indi. got 3rd position.
4th round - normal indi. got 4th position.
WALAO EH GOT KICKED OUT.
whoever's the @#$%^&*( who chain at the last min.
-____________________-
sad sad sad.
that was the round RIGHT BEFORE the finals.
but novice compe kind of sucks :X
cant use 8k cant use chance.
@______@"
only chainers can prosper.
LOL.
aiya, today try again. ;x
see whether can get medal for kel LOL.

if you die, you die yourself.
dont drag me along.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, May 24, 2007

6:15 PM

hey woman,
you're such a big joke.
not as if you've experienced much of it,
yet you already think you know so much.
you think you can form such a great conclusion!
wow, you're absolutely astounding!
who are you to judge us all?
you just shut up.
AND LISTEN TO ME.
how many times must i repeat the same things over and over again.
who are you doing it for?
yourself? or just for the sake of it?
if they dont care, then why should YOU care?
it's bloody irritating to have to repeat myself.
the next time you bring up the topic,
i'll just take a tape recorder,
record myself and play it for you each time you ask the same freaking qn.
i could've easily just dao-ed you.
you didnt even show any gratitude that i helped you.
what if i decided not to help you anymore?
where would you be then?
crying in a little corner of your tiny little world?
where you think that the world is against you only?
grow up.
the world's like that.
honestly, if you want to go suicide like you keep telling me,
go ahead.
it's so irritating to keep hearing you say that.
so tiring to keep my cool.
if you even dare to.
but i dont think so.
every time you see me,
there's always something that must bother you.
something minor, trivial.
but you just want to trouble me with it, dont you?
"oh i left my book in class! can come with me to take it?"
"oh dear my plaster coming off, can go G.O with me to get more?"
"i think they dont like me. why?"
"they dont want to talk to me. they didnt invite me to go with them.. did they invite you?"
"i hope you know you're my only friend in this world."
"i wish i could just end my life like this."
"i didnt have enough sleep last night."
"i was crying alone in the dark."
"i didnt have anyone to talk to.."
if you asked me for my HONEST opinion,
I REALLY DONT WANT TO CARE ANYMORE.
BUT THE WAY YOU CARRY YOURSELF IS SO PITIFUL.
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE.
I WISH YOU'D JUST SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE.
even if i'm your only friend,
it doesnt mean that you're my only friend.
you want me to dedicate my life to caring for you is it?
like hell i will.
go find some kind of 'dardar' who doesnt have much of a life and is desperate to have a 'dardar' too.
who'd give a damn what you do at that time?
i repeat myself again, I REALLY DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY ANYMORE.
IN FACT I JUST TREAT EVERYTHING YOU SAY AS A HUGE LIE.
YOU JUST WANT ATTENTION DONT YOU?
YOU WANT ATTENTION THEN GO SOMEWHERE ELSE AND FIND IT.
BECAUSE YOU ARENT GETTING ATTENTION FROM ME, JUST AROUSING MY IRRITATION.
i really really think you suck.
i might as well trash this ~~friendship~~.
it's not even one.
it's just a relationship formed on the basis of pity.
you irritating, stupid prat.

and i suggest to readers, if you cannot confirm that i am talking about you,
do not jump to conclusions, thanks.

i need someone to make me smile again.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

1:56 PM

freaking shit.
something else went wrong again.
i didnt even know that my sms reached you.
and i didnt even know that you replied me.
what is wrong with you?
i just flipped my phone open at 6,
no messages. -sigh-
flipped at 11.
saw 11 messages unread.
was ecstatic that you replied and you said you were okay.
but then 4 messages later,
saw you say: since you didnt reply for more than a few hours, dont bother replying.
you didnt even take the time to ask me what happened?
i tried to explain what's wrong.
but i bet you just deleted it.
do you know how long i waited for that message yesterday?
my phone was right next to me ALL THE TIME.
i flipped it open like 5 times every 20 minutes?
sometimes i wonder why i put up with you.
and i wonder why you have to be so obnoxious when i talk to you.
i dont hate you.
not yet i dont.

rawr!
today was clean and green day.
boring.
just threw away the rag after it.
there were holes in it after i SCRUBBED the wall ;x
but the walls looked so much nicer. :D

DAMN RIGHT, it's better than yours. ;x
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

7:59 PM

okay i'm feeling much better from just now. (:
THANKS TO CLARI ;x
OH. I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT YESTERDAY LOL :x
me, charlotte and teevee went to lot 1 aft sch.
all of us brought t-shirts to change into. ;x
aft assembly, instantly go back to class and pack.
but then teevee had to meet her. ):
so we waited for teevee.
michelle was trying to make us go with her to the canteen,
but who cares (x
it was raining.
and as usual, i didnt bring an umbrella. ):
LUCKY TEEVEE SHARED HERS WITH ME ;x
AND NO TEEVEE I'M NT AS SHORT AS YOU ARE :XXXXXX
but as we were walking down the slope,
charlotte suddenly remembered she had to book a meeting with the teacher?
=.="
make me and teevee stand there so long,
block ppl's way. T_T"
feel so paiseh LOL.
somemore human traffic very heavy ;x
thn she passed me her umbrella.
and ran up to the sch again.
so me and teevee just continued walking down to the bus stop.
waited in the rain cause not enough space in the bus stop. ;x
lucky got umbrella! xD
thn 132 came. ):
we didnt get on it, or rather, we didnt have a choice or else later charlotte say we pangseh her LOL :X
charlotte FINALLY came running down. ;x
first thing she asked: is my bag wet anot.
LOL ;x
my reply: ya.
teevee's reply: only abit la.
lol!
walked to the mrt station.
RAWR TEEVEE I REPEAT THAT I AM NOT AS SHORT AS YOU ARE!
STOP TILTING THE UMBRELLA :X
waited at the mrt station.
crapping abt 4 player shooting games ;x
then got onto the mrt. (:
charlotte decided to leave 'lasting legacies'
or rather, "not so lasting legacies'.
by putting the tip of her umbrella at the doors ;x
LOL.
then they decided to make 'more lasting legacies'.
poking it onto our blouses/shirts.
i tio the most pokes =.="
damn i shld bring an umbrella nxt time to poke back :/
made more "not so lasting legacies".
changed at JE.
went to cck, lot1.
then teevee just HAD TO buy shrek ears. -.-"
okay lo we indulged her ;x
thn stand at the macs counter so long.
she didnt dare to go buy because so paiseh.
then charlotte went instead.
queued up with her.
at the counter -
c: erm, one of those thingies please. *points to shrek ears sign*
counter woman: one only? no order?
c: yeah.
cw: okay. *looks mildly surprised*
thn when we walked away,
we saw two girls,
got one bag of shrek ears.
easily 40+.
could be for their class?
wouldnt it be funny to see 40+ ppl walking around with shrek ears o_O"
went up to ~~arcade~~ cc,
looked arnd at the manga. (:
thn went to the arcade to check whether it's still TAPZ ;x
SORRY LA I GAVE WRONG INFO ;x
wah seh, we walk in thr with sch uniform ;x
THAT WOMAN NVR CATCH US :X
we actually kind of forgot we were wearing school uniform though.
LOL.
thn teevee said that they removed the other 4 player shooting game, only got 1. ):
thn realised had to change.
so went to toilets ;x
change liao, came out, then went kopitiam.
=.=""""""
make us go down to basement.
LOL.
ate claypot xDDDDD
and carrot cake ;DDDDDDDD
3 ppl share 2 plates again LOL.
super fun ;x
charlotte like mother LOL.
me and teevee go buy food, then charlotte divide.
AHHAHAHA! xD
after that we went up again.
charlotte wearing 2c1 class tee and nike shorts.
teevee wearing 2c1 class tee and sch shorts.
i was wearing a random shirt and sch shorts.
lol.
went in.
when gonna top up the card that time,
suddenly the woman say: EH. cannot wear sch u inside here. *points to TINY logo at bottom right of shorts*
=.="""""
dunno wad teevee said la.
but just went out.
went to cc to look at stuff again.
damn funny lol.
were deciding whether to go chiong in again or just go home.
- but she saw us liao, ltr she see us again, very scary!
- she can call security!
- OH I KNOW :X FOLD SHORTS TILL CANNOT SEE THE LOGO.
- eh walao it looks so puffy!
- aiya just pull down lower it wont look so puffy!
thn decided might as well change into the bottom i brought. ;x
WHICH WAS APPARENTLY A SKIRT =.=
I SHLD'VE CHECKED BEFORE BRINGING IT!
DAMN!
aiya just wore it anyway.
but to my despair..
IT REACHED MY ANKLES =.=
time to bring pro folding skills into action LOL ;x
fold till above knee length somemore ;x
thn went to arcade.
charlotte went in first,
to top up the card.
(but first she had to fold her socks LOL)
then after that me and teevee didnt want to go in alone. ;x
so we went in TOGETHER xD
walked the long way so as to minimize the chances of being seen.
then as we walked that way, WE FOUND THE OTHER MACHINE ;x
though one of the guns was spoilt, we could play ;x
cause only gt 3 ppl.
played played played.
charlotte died first o.o
but tapped.
thn i died aft her.
LOL.
teevee most pro. xD
but then she died after that o_O"
we didnt top up alot, cause only had arnd 20 mins.
thn we didnt want to play that the whole time.
so only topped up like 4 bucks?
charlotte died again.
tapped for her.
i died again.
tapped.
thn teevee died.
no more money o_O"
damn.
our most pro player, dead. o_O"
then continued playing.
managed to get rank C.
charlotte was stuck at E.
her shield kept coming up,
couldnt fire o_O"
thn mine kenna shot -.-
died.
thn charlotte couldnt fire,
always on shield.
so waited until time finished.
me and teevee were already waiting at bishi bashi ;x
thn finally hers finished.
YAY ME :X
SAMURAI RANK C! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
we decided 3 buttons - 3 ppl play.
so topped up more money.
then played.
walao got some games we couldnt win cause cannot coordinate LOL.
but some games teamwork was very good. :D
aft finished the money,
left. ):
that's the end of it.
haha! xD

believe me,i'd very much like to trade my memories for you.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

3:11 PM

just when i thought everything was getting better,
BOOM.
there goes all the hard work.
everything comes crashing down again.

currently who i'm ~~angry~~ STUPIFIED by is CHANTIK.
i kind of wish i didnt read your messages.
what kind of friend are you?
ISNT SHE YOUR FRIEND AS WELL?
IF SHE DOESNT GO, I DONT GO.
I DONT SEE THE BLOODY POINT IN GOING IF SHE DOESNT.
THE REASON OF THE OUTING WAS TO GO OUT AS FRIENDS BUT EVIDENTLY YOU FORGOT THE REASON.
~~now i see why you were so desperate for my attention and friendship.~~
~~and i can see why you didnt have friends before.~~
don't ask me what's wrong with me, ask yourself that.

i dont know what's wrong with us.
why cant you understand that not everyone will always have the same opinions as you?
it's so sad.

I'M TIRED OF BEING SYMPATHETIC FOR YOU.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, May 21, 2007

7:44 PM

TODAY WAS P.O.P.
a.k.a PASSING OUT PARADE.
and no, people don't exactly faint. -.-"
also had bio SPA but who gives a damn about that when you've got P.O.P to talk about. (:
dismissed from class at 1.45.
instantly went down to cheers with pearllyn.
needed to get something, and we both bought something to eat ;x
PEARLLYN GOT A PASTRY!
I GOT CHOCOLATE MUFFINS! ♥
xDDDDDDDDD
when we went back to canteen,
found some squadmates were already there.
THAT'S A CHANGE. ;x
HEYHEY SOWJI. ♥
GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE,YEAH!
IT'S SO NOT COINCIDENCE! xD
hahaha!
went to buy a packet drink ;x
thanks for the tip-off,mars. :D
#1: soya-bean
#2: lemon barley
xDDDDDDDDDDDD
USE VAL AS A TEST EXPERIMENT MORE OFTEN!
xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
pearllyn didnt wait ):
she already finished her pastry when i came back T_T
haha!
well i ate the muffins too! xD
yummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
LOL.
then realised we had to change!
GEE DHANU, YOU ARE SO SLOW :X
dont even know the time LOL.
rushed off to change xD
then aft that got uniform check.
WAH SEH.
STUPID NAME TAG T_T
KEEP ARRANGING 3+ TIMES ALSO CANNOT STRAIGHT.
T_____________T
then the left side badges tilting downwards.
walaoooooooooooo.
T_T"
rawrrrrrr. ):
FINALLY managed to get it straight. xD
muster parade.
they passed over the positions to them.
and then they had fancy drills.
~~watching that was so sad~~
they deserved to be in charge so much longer.
many people cried.
~~of course.~~
after that we went up to the AVT.
where mdm lim had the NPCC Unit Hierarchy Briefing for 2007/2008.
many surprises in the positions.
ADMIN DEPT - TREASURER
wow.
i'll have a fun time being a loan shark, i'm sure.
SEC 4 NCO 2008
MY OWN SQUAD NCO?!
zomfg >_>"
but i'm happy to be an NCO. (:
~~even if it means having to meet her alone~~.
and i'm glad they think i'm capable.
and i'm ecstatic that my own squad thought i can be their NCO lol.
THANK YOU! ♥

games session was weird.
got bullied by the sec 4s. ):
not fair T_T
they keep hawking over us.
of course we die LOL.
thanks nan for coming to 'save' me and hyeon though we shldnt have gone down in the first place.
NETBALL PPL FIGHT FOR THE PARADE SQUARE.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

after that was MAKAN TIME! xDDDDDDDDDD
~~waiters.~~ waitresses lol.
that was so wu liao la.
SI KELLY.
STEAL THE HOT DOG T_T
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
and you didnt even eat much of the food. ):
cleaned up.

after that, had gift presentation.
your feet will smell damn good!
LOL.
got an idea of the gift? xD

i wonder what ~~shit~~ they were doing.
IT'S PERSONAL.
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD WHY GIVE IT THEN.
.........................................................................
.........................................................................
!@#$%^&*()\

ah whatever.
got a pretty present from our NCOs. (:
but they spelt my name wrongggggggggggggggggggggggggg >_>
lol. nvm.
they spent a long time doing it.
so NEVER LOOK A GIFT HORSE IN THE MOUTH!
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

eh, what're you so sad about.
because she got the posts that you wanted?
it's not as if all of us got the posts we wanted.
in fact, the posts that i got werent even in what i said i wanted to be!
BUT LOOK, WE'VE GOT TO LOVE IT!
it's better than JUST being a member.

TMR GOING TAPZ WITH TEEVEE AND CHARLOTTE. (:
CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT.
lol ;x

& you, just shut up.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, May 20, 2007

7:14 PM

i finally understand why people like to have audi, maple any online game families.
because their 'families' are perfect.
they can actually CHOOSE THEIR PARENTS, THEIR SIBLINGS.
they could use their virtual families as a substitute for their real ones.
honestly, i used to think it was stupid.
but now, i understand why.
when everything around you is too much to handle,
you can just go online.
talk to them.
since you chose them, they chose you,
they'll listen to you.
they'll comfort you.
they'll understand you.
but what if you tell your real family?
they might just SCOLD you, PUNISH you, GET ANGRY at you.
what is this.
WHAT IS THIS?
it's the perfect family for them.
it's happiness.
it's enjoyment.
it's everything they craved for.
i wish real families were that perfect.

why do we play games so much?
it's because our lives lack the excitement that the games provide us.
entertainment. happiness. a chance to de-stress.
look at the pace our lives are moving at.
it's so stressful, tiresome, full of anger, conflicts, angst.
i hate the way they cant comprehend the reasons.
what's wrong with the way we want to spend our lives and time.
if they made our lives more exciting,
we wouldnt spend our time on the computers,
playing.
chatting.
surfing.
but they dont understand.
so what's the freaking difference.

FREAKING UNBELIEVABLE.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, May 19, 2007

8:49 PM

ah! i forgot to blog about on of the most impt things that happened yesterday.
REBECCA SABO-ED ME TO BE A MATHS REP
THANKS ALOT, REBECCA =.="
apparently, she didnt want the position anymore.
so mrs gek was saying that she needed a new a maths rep.
r: i want to be a maths rep!
m: you're already chem rep!
r: oh yeah )):
m: hahaha!
mrs gek: then, who doesnt have anything to do?
c: MEL!
r: YEAH! MELISSA! MRS GEK MRS GEK! GOT MELISSA! SHE GOT A FOR HER A MATHS SOMEMORE!
m: NONONO! NO, CANNOT!
r: YES YES YES! SHE CAN!
-then wanxuan comes-
wx: -asking mrs gek abt a maths qn-
mrs gek: okay. melissa, you dont want right? i ask wan xuan to be!
r:NONONO! SHE WANTS TO BE!
m: NONONO! I DONT WANT!
mrs gek: ok. your new a maths rep is melissa.
c:*cheers* now i can just hand in amaths hw easily! :D
T_______________________T
GEE REBECCA. THANKS ALOT.

i'm wondering when you'll tire of my petty ways.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:45 PM

bad days bad days.
i really hated it.
it was freaking scary.
you think i dont get angry when you keep asking me the same qn?
is that ATTITUDE?
you tell me that i must be considerate.
OKAY.
I AM TRYING TO BE CONSIDERATE.
AND THEN YOU DONT WANT ME TO BE CONSIDERATE NOW IS IT.
WALAO.
THEN I DONT WANT, YOU KEEP FORCING ME TO, AND YOU STILL SCOLD.
WALAOOOOOO.
WHAT IS THIS.

squadmates.
i am sorry. ):
i'm sorry i made you all get scolded too.
i am incompetent.
i am sorry.

i wonder what we'll get.
i can probably look forward to being a member of some department or smth.

went for concert with tab and marie. :D
their conductress was there!
hahaha!
damn funny! xD
tab was like: I WANT TO SAY HI TO HER LATER!
and then marie is like: AHHHHH! SHE SAW US!
and i just sit thr: huh? o_o"
hahahaaaaa.
TJC CHOIR IS SO GOOD :X

today went to pearllyn's house.
LOL.
WALAO THAT KELLY,MT AND ZEE AH.
MAKE US WAIT SO FREAKING LONG.
FROM 9.30 WAIT UNTIL 10.30 FOR KEL.
THEN WE WENT MACS.
(and kel treat us to ice cream ;x)
AND THEN WAITED.
AND THEN FINALLY ZEE CAME.
THEN MT TOO.
T__________________T
make us look like complete idiots.
lol.

was auditioning just now. :D
TODAY IS A GREAT DAY TO AUDITION. :D
though my arms are practically tense and horrendously stiff.
I FINALLY MANAGED TO TAKE LVL 20 LICENCE.
AND PASSED IT ON THE THIRD TRY. :D
x7 CHAIN.
WOOTS! xD
see the screenie? xD
i took it for x1 all the way to x7.
and i'm proud to say,
I PASSED LICENCE WITHOUT ANY FM. xDDD
super adrenaline rush just now!
xDDDDDDDD
thanks to those who encouraged me. (:
#1: popcorn uncle! xD
#2: roc! xDD
#3: clari! xDD
clari,you jiayou with lighting yr bbq LOL.
xDDDDDDDDD

LVL20CLUBBER,x7PERFCHAIN.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

11:30 PM

stolen from sandy's blog. (:

001. real name: melissa
002. nickname: MELIMOO :D
003. single or taken: depends, do you accept squadmates as being taken? (:
004. zodiac sign : SCORPIO (:
005. male or female : female.
006. elementary : yupp.
007. high : yeah.
008. college : no.
009. eye color : brownish black. (:
010. hair color : browish black. (:
011. long or short hair : long
012. shoe size : which shoe? np boots? size 4.5 :D pro right? LOL.
013. asthma? : used to.
014. are you health freak : no.
015. height : 1.54cm. yes i am short.
016. have a crush on : HOTOHORI :X
017. do you like yourself: most of the time.
018. piercings : ear piercing? (:
019. tattoos : i give myself hand drawn tattoos :X
020. righty or lefty: righty. (:

FIRSTS:
022. first surgery : not yet.
023. first piercing : in pri sch? o_o
024. first best friend : no best friend. best friends: THE SLAPHAPPIES. (:
025. first movie : i dont know o.o
026. First sport you joined : HOPSCOTCH :X wait is that a sport?
027. first pet: hamster.
028. first vacation : erm, dunno.
029. first concert: jolin's. ;x
030. first crush : eh, forgot liao o_o'

CURRENTLY :
049. eating : not eating. ):
050. drinking : water ):
052. i'm about : to pack my bag? o_o
053. listening to : radio (:
055. waiting for : myself to want to go sleep.
057. wearing : t-shirt and FBTs. (:
058. want kids? : maybe ;3
059. want to get married? : maybe ;3
060. careers in mind? : chemical engineer. (:
068. lips or eyes? : eyes.
069. hugs or kisses? : kisses.
070. shorter or taller : TALLER! YES TALLER.
072. romantic or spontaneous : erm. both pl0x.
073. stomach or arms : arms.
074. sensitive or loud: sensitive.
075. hook-up or relationship: relationship. (:
078. kissed a stranger: o_o NO WAY.
080. lost glasses/contacts: glasses.
081. ran away from home : is getting lost in the lift when you were young counted?
082. broken any bones : who knows, maybe munteng broke my bones frm hitting. maybe polishing boots broke my finger bones. o_o"
084. broken someone's heart : yeah? )x
085. been arrested : o_O" no.
086. turned someone down : yeah. )))x
087. cried when someone died: yes.
088. liked a friend : like in what way? (x

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself: yes.
090. miracles : no.
091. love at first sight : OF COURSE :X
092. heaven : yes.
093. santa claus : YES xDDDDDDD
094. fairies : lmao no. fairies are lame pl0x. :X
095. kissing on the first date : was the date good enough to score a kiss? (:
096. angels : of course. (:

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there anyone you want to be with now? hmm.. nah. unless you count playing with all the slaphappies. (:
098. Is Superman really better than Batman? : no way. batman pwns superman. but they both suck so who cares. (x
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the sametime?: whoa ;x pro pro. like real. )x HEARTBREAKERRR.
100. Is tsun han a good name: .______." no.

you made me smile when i was down.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

11:02 PM

stolen frm charlotte's profile!

waffles/pancakes:
waffles pwn pancakes. (:
letter/email:
LETTERS. :X
florida/california:
florida. (:
pizza/burgers:
pizzaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
hat/visor:
hat!
football/rugby:
rugbyyyyyyy.
iceskating/blading:
ice skating
movie at home/in theater:
movie in theater! :D

first thing you think of when you hear
yellow: curie!
red lipstick: makeup?
socks:ankle socks (:
cowtipping:o____o"
moulin rouge:TOPLESS DANCING :X
greenland:cold :X
iceland:warm :X
harry potter:harrypotterharrypotter!
red:angryyyyyyyyyyy ):
blackberry:whoo PDA! :D
rose:love (:
rooster:cockadoodledoo~~
taxes:taxcollectors T.T
bill clinton:better than him.
whipped cream:too sweet.
george w. bush: bleah.
lollipops:song :X
dreams:pretty pretty dreams xD
love:giving without expecting to take. (:
guys:cute guys! (:
south park:freaking weird show ):
boy bands:F4 o_o"
pengiuns:supertux o_O"
girls:bimbos x_x"
thong:my god -.- pervert.
death:end of the train rail. ):
spoons:forks! :D
junk mail:ah heck spam.
dairy:bloggerrrr :D
panties:PERKYPINKPANTIES -.-"
your father:lovelove! :D
pizza:PEPPERONI (:
britney spears:bimbo.
vitamin:VITAMIN C PWNS :X

are you
happy:
yes.
sad:
yes.
religious:
yes.
bitchy:
not currently.
crazy:
of course.
messy:
most of the time.
mad:
yes.
slacker:
sometimes.
nerd:
could be ;x
bookworm:
yes.
jock:
i wish (:
preppy:
NO WAY.
selfish:
perhaps. (:
giving:
sometimes. (:
obsessive:
YES. T.T
violent:
duh?
calm:
sometimes.
peaceful:
sometimes.
mellow:
no.
eccentric:
no.
caring:
yes. (:
untrustworthy:
dunno? ):
loyal:
yes. (:
patriotic:
yes! (:
perverted:
whoo sometimes. (:
colorful:
maybe.
artistic:
yes. (:
what color is your jacket:
black pwns all :D
do you shave:
no.
where:
N/A
what color is your razor:
pink? (:
what size is your bed:
single
what color crayon would you be:
LIME GREEN :D
what are the first four digits of you phone number:
9138
feelings on abortion:
sick twisted way of killing someone.
how long does it take you to shower:
usually a few minutes. (:
what does your screenname mean:
what screenname? o.o
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general:
BIMBOS. :/
who do you trust the most:
myself.
is cussing a necessity in life:
no.
how about coffee:
BLEAH.
is the world screwed:
yes.
what something you cant live without:
manga or books. (:
what time did you fall asleep:
did i fall asleep? o.o
know what 69 means:
it's a number?
how about 143:
i dont really want to guess (:
what do think about death:
end of the train rail for you ):
where and when do you want to be married:
florence (: during springtime (:
do you want to drop out of school:
NO.
why is the sky blue:
it's a figment of our imagination :D
what is a good trait about yourself:
random (:
what do you always think about:
audi. x;
what is wrong with your school:
teachers.
what is right with your school:
nothing. ):
how do you react to change:
jump AT it or TO it.
do you talk to yourself:
maybe.
what is your opinion on love:
love CAN be eternal. (:
can you afford to lose weight:
yes. if i could. (:
what color would you dye your hair:
light brownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D
best thing anyones told you:
you've got a pretty smile. (:
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot:
whoa! really? :3
if you wrote a book, what would it be about:
murder, love, tangled webs.
does being psycho appeal to you:
yes. (:
what would you change your name to:
Kirreli! :DDDDD

ahaha!

everything's different now.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

8:13 PM

BOOTS CAN TALK CAUSE THEY'VE GOT TONGUES.
YES YOU HEARD ME! xD
geez. realise how much me and pearllyn spaz when we're polishing boots. xD
THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SO HIGH EVEN AFTER GETTING BACK THE EXAM PAPERS :D
aiya, exams?
dont even ask abt them.
and, most demerits?
who're you kidding.
sure aint us.
you seem to turn against us as well.

omggg.
realised how packed the june hols are.
.___________.
no time for anything else.
no fooling around? ):
ah.
this is what sec3 life is like.
.__________.

#1UNIFORM is gone.
/heartbreak
T_T
i want #1 UNI BACK :X

and i'm freaking obsessed over this book.
looking for jj - Anne Cassidy
it's got to be one of the best books i've read.
i couldnt bear to put this book down even though i had a headache in the bus.
beautifully thought of.
the storyline is grasping.
but of course,
the author is so clever that she weaves the real event INTO the book.
if you dont read the words carefully,
you wont understand what happened.
that's the beauty of words.
too bad if you dont want to understand.

AHAHA!
okay backtrack!
PEARLLYN :D
WE SHLD GO RECORD WHAT WE SAY WHEN WE POLISH BOOTS LOL.
WE'LL BE ABLE TO MAKE LOADS OF MONEHHH xD
LOLOLOL.
OKAY SEE YOU GOT ME HIGH >_<
and as quoted directly from pearllyn: COOL = FUN but FUN =/= COOL.
LOLLLLL.
aiya nxt time must polish boots again :D
and no thank you, i dont want your 'cool' lighter. xP
mine cooler :D
LOL xD

i'm sorry.
sorry that i didn't give you the answer you wanted.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

7:47 PM

I AM SUCH A LOSER T______T
i cant believe i only added the area 20 grp 6 people today.
i didnt even know lina sent us the list of all our emails.
O_O"
this is what happens when you dont open your emails.
you just let them overflowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :3
hahahahaha!

wah seh i hate the anti virus T.T
stupid thing keeps dc-ing me when i'm on audi.
wah shit
just now team dance battle 4k,140 bpm.
DC RIGHT BEFORE FM T______T
i bet my team mates were like: WTF?!

why must you always think that i can be like you?
do you think i even want to be like you?
just fish off.
i really really hate it when you're so irritating.
go away.

nessa was online just now. (:
talked to her for awhile only.
.________________.
i miss last yr nov and dec.

OBS coming soon. (:
shldn't be too difficult.
leeches. insects. cold. heights. water.
yupp (:
who said anything about it being difficult? ((:
but i pity the grp that charlotte is in T.T
they're probably gonna run out of rations lmao. ;x
I CANT WAIT FOR OBS. (:
REALLY REALLY CANT WAIT FOR IT! ♥
i wonder who my grp mates will be. :3

getting back papers on thurs.
geez. i can already feel the suspense.
-_____________-

i didnt expect her to be like that.
despicable.
so desperate to such an extent?
neither did i expect her to be like that.
malicious.
you hide so many things from the surface.

i dont want to tell you what i feel anymore.
because i dont trust you.
that's all.
dont take it personally.
YEAH RIGHT.
JUST TAKE WHAT I SAID TO HEART AND GET A LIFE.

i dont really blog about happy stuff anymore,do i?
it's usually 'RAWR! *FLAME FLAME FLAME*'
aha. i wish i had less angry/sad stuff to blog about.
it's not that my life doesnt have happy stuff,
it's just that they pale in comparison to the angry/sad stuff that i experience.
& the whole DAMN world is just as obsessed.

and you tell me not to come down hard on her.
okay, i accept it that she might be stressed.
i know that she understands me.
i know that she cares about me.
i know that you do care about me and her too.
that's why you're doing this.
but hey, you've got to see it from my POV.
what i see is a backstabbing liar.
what i see is a biatch.
what i see is a facade.
what i see is an EX-FRIEND.
what i see is someone who'd just sell me out.
and you think she'll remain your best friend.
tough luck, woman.
you aint gonna be thinking like that after she's done the same thing to you.

kelly was sick today.
so sick that she apparently cant play.
or come to school.
TAB AH,TAB.
HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW WHETHER YOUR OWN CLASSMATES COME TO SCH =.=
you are really ...... -.-

NEXT TUES. (:
LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!
FOURPLAYERSHOOTINGGAMES. ((((((:
#1: TEEVEE
#2: CHOCOLATE
#3: MELIMOO
#4: ------ (random air particles)
YAY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hope teevee can make it though. (:

hey show some love,
you aint so tough.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

4:36 PM

today was okay. (:
school was crap la.
what're they thinking?
FOUR CHEM PERIODS TODAY?!
and our standard, not as good right?
then why must you say it about us?
hurt us loads you know?
so what if we arent as good.
why must you treat us differently?
are you saying that we arent normal people?
just because we're an S class?
GET REAL.
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT.
look at the spot checks.
we've already had 4 this yr.
what about them?
think S classes all paikia is it.
then what?
they all guaikia right.
IS THIS CALLED EQUALITY?
i dont think so.
WE'RE BEING DISCRIMINATED JUST BECAUSE OF THE SUBJECT COMBINATION WE TAKE.
IS THIS FAIR?
yes?
TO HELL WITH YOUR SHIT THINKING.
I HATE THE WAY THEY TREAT US.

hey honey. hope i'm not disturbing. kept on thinking about you since i opened my eyes. love you.
rou ma?
haha!
wouldnt it be sweet if a guy said that? :3
OMG! I WISH HOTOHORI WOULD SAY THAT :X
ahaha!
why am i thinking of these things?
LOL!
wah seh i'm going crazy lmao.

i think you can do so much better than me
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, May 14, 2007

8:30 PM

SMALZ THE POPCORN SELLER SHALL NEVER SHALL POPCORN AGAIN!
SEE LA WHO ASK YOU CHEAT RIBBON'S AND MY FEELINGS! >
ahahaha!
funny funny xD
we want our popcorn please (:
ahaha!

i dont want to hurt you
you dont?
then why did you leave me in the dark?

because i didnt know what to do
and you could just do that?

i'm really really sorry
of course you are. reason pl0x.

must i?
yes you must.

okay.

WOOT!
played games with -RiP-Sn0w,Deathwaits and PinkDioR.
DEATH IS SO LAME, SHE'S FUNNY.
and yes lol although there were two guy chars in the rm,
we were ALL FEMALE.
isnt it fun LOL.
me and sn0w were les-ing with them? o.o
LOL.
and we couldnt stop laughing!
LMAO!
it's so hot xD
we need the air con LOL.
i want to play with them again :X

andandand,
LIL~~RIBBON~~GIRL IS PRO :X
since you know my maths fail,
why you nvr count! >:/
andandand,
POPCORN UNCLE!
YOU! WALAO! T.T
give us expired popcorn.
T.T
and yes you're too short to reach the popcorn machine :X

if i'm an uncle, then you're an auntie
-____________________________-"
today is a super fun day ^^v

I WANT MY POPCORN PLEASE!
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, May 12, 2007

4:19 PM

i know flamey is going to be an ABSOLUTE DEAR AND PAY FOR ME!
RIGHT,FLAMEY? xPPPP
and i know that dhanu is going to be SWEET AND GIVE ME SOMETHING TMR!
RIGHT,DHANU? xPPPP
and i also know that munteng is going to be GREAT AND GIVE ME SOMETHING TOO!
RIGHT,MUNTENG? xPPPP
hahaha!
but anyway,
started audi-ing again.
anne and toonjia play too! O_O
i didnt know LOL.

I'VE GOT MANGA/ANIME CHARACTERS IN MY CLOSET LIKE YT!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. :DDDDDDD
i've got erm..
1. SANZO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
2. KANAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
3. HOTOHORIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ahaha!

i am crazy, LOL.
and i want to go watch POTC3 during june hols! xD
andandand! I WANT TO GO BUNK -____-
well actually, not really.
it's so far away LOL.
most of all,
I WANT TO DO 188 4K CRAZY FM RAWR!
hahaha!
i am really really crazy T.T"

next post, i shall prove that audi is good for you. LOL.
and it really is! :D

RAWRRAWRRAWR! xD
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

4:15 PM

stole quizzes from janice's blog! >:D

You Passed 8th Grade Geography

Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Geography?

omg lol -_-
i got 6/10 the first time.
redid it till got 10/10 LOL.

Name 12 ppl randomly.
1. clari!
2. xian!
3. dhanu!
4. hazzie!
5. zee!
6. sowji!
7. kelly!
8. marie! o_O
9. tab! O_O
10. chantik! O_O""
11. mun teng!
12. venus!
1. What if #07 fall in love with you? [kelly]
OMG LOL :X I KNOW KEL'S ALREADY IN LOVE WITH ME ! xDDDD haha! LOVELOVE! ;3
2. What if #01 say out your crush?[clari]
even know my crush? i dont think so. xP but anyway i dont have a rl crush. :D and neither is it vl. ._. manga guys ftw! xD
3. What if #03 kissed you on the cheeks?[dhanu]
thanks son! HAHA! :D where's my present ah xP
4.what would you do if #09 ask you to be his/her stead?[tab]
WHAT?! OMG! THAT WILL LIKE NVR HAPPEN. TAB IS SO NOT LES ._.
5.What would you do if #12 backstab you?[venus]
VENUS?! OF ALL PEOPLE?! nah. never will happen. but if it does, well, just ignore lo. actually depends on the extent.
6.What would you do if #02 loves you?[xian]
O_O okayyyyyyyy. that'd be scary.
7.What would you do if #11 is your secret admirer?[mun teng]
omg O_O MT! LOL :X daughter daughter~ haha!
8.What would you do #10 talks behind my back?[chantik]
been there, done that. i dont mind. but again, depends on the extent.
9.What would you do if #06 asked you out on a date? [sowji]
oh sowji darl~! i'd be delighted! ahaha! xD
10.What would you do if #08 stole your boyfriend? [marie]
do i look like i have a boyfriend? i wouldnt mind hotohori though :X but marie isnt interested in guys o_O i think. extra note: KEEP AWAY FROM HOTOHORI! RAWRRRR!
11.What would you do if #04 want to cha cha with you? [hazzie]
sure! let's dance! ahaha! :D
12.What would you do if #05 destroys your day? [zee]
zee you always destroy my day. ): ahaha! jk! you'll MAKE my day not destroy it! :D
13. tag 5 people to do this quiz.
anyone xP

and i'll forget you,
like you were just a nightmare.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

3:39 PM

who the heck doesnt like soft toys?!
note: this post might be insulting to 'the younger generation'.
how do youngsters find popularity nowadays?

by being twits
by losing whatever originality they have to whatever is 'popular'
by giving in
by being vulgar
by being b*tches and b*stards
by acting emo
by acting tough
by giving up your old friends to get new ones

but seriously,
what are they trying to do?

okay, since the meaning of popularity is subjective,
i will tell you what i think of it as in this context.
popularity would be having many friends ~~(that probably dont give a shit about you)~~
popularity would be surrounded by many people all the time ~~(that think you're popular and what the popularity to rub off)~~
popularity would be to be in the limelight all the time ~~(right.)~~

so,is this what they want?
i'd say for some,yes, for others,no.
and i'd like to push some of the blame to television.
what are they promoting?
for youths to be bimbotic?
for youths to attain that idealistic image of 'popularity' like they show?
for youths to be slim and in the end turn anorexic?
for youths to give up their original pursuits and try to be stars?
for youths to pick up bad habits?
for youths to learn how to use guns and fight against each other?
for youths to learn what is 'cool'?
for youths to learn how to smoke?
i mean, seriously!
okay, you want me to say: YOUNGSTERS! GET A LIFE!
but although they are the biggest part of it,
maybe if we change some other things in the exvironment,
they'd change too.
it's alarming to see how they're getting corrupt.
okay, 3 yrs ago, when i'm still in primary sch.
bgr was practically non-existent in pri schs!
now what?
primary 5 students hanging out arnd shopping centres with their bfs and gfs?
hugging?
KISSING?
is that what we really want?
and also, how did 'cutting' become a part of life?
emo = must cut?
who the fish came up with the idea?
and why're youths doing this to hurt themselves?
why're they doing this to 'proclaim' something?
are words not enough anymore?
well,of course they arent.
there might be the saying that actions speak louder than words.
but look at the way that they talk!
the english language is losing it's beauty!
it's losing everything that structured it!
elite can become 1337.
hacker becomes haxx0rs.
if you ask them about literature,
will they be able to convey what they really mean in their answers?
or even worse,
would they even understand what it writes?
protagonists?
antagonists?
do they know what they mean?
difficulty conveying what they want to say?
I LOVE YOU not sufficient anymore?
WELL OF COURSE.
LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF ENGLISH THAT YOU CAN COMPREHEND.
IS IT REALLY ENOUGH?
WE MIGHT AS WELL GO USE WORDS LIKE THESE: lawl! euu're t3h 1337!
IS THIS THE TYPE OF PEOPLE WE HAVE TURNED INTO AFTER MANY GENERATIONS?

i have nothing left to say.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

3:22 PM

stolen from sandy's blog xP

TEST ONE:
[RICH KID]
[ ] You go tanning.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You own something from coach.
[ ] You own something from chanel.
[ ] You own something from juicy couture.
[x] You own something from louis vuitton.
[ ] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[ ] You have more than one house.
Total: 4.

[GOTHIC]
[x] Black is one of your favorite colours.
[x] You have thought about death.
[ ] You wear chains.
[ ] You like heavy metal.
[ ] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] Your hair was/is dark.
[ ] You dislike preps.
[ ] You're an athiest/ satanist.
[x] You have/want piercings.
Total: 4.

[PUNK]
[ ] You like skateboarding.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[x] You like Converse.
[ ] You hate MTV.
[ ] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair. (highlights count)
[ ] You love/like skater girls/boys.
[x] You dislike pink.
[ ] You hate preps.
[ ] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
Total: 2.

[GEEK]
[x] You love the computer.
[ ] You like Star Wars.
[x] You are supposed/wore/wear to wear glasses.
[ ] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading.
[x] You were/are in band.
[ ] You don't care what you look like.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ] You never miss school unless you're sick.
Total: 4.

[EMO]
[x] You are depressed sometimes.
[ ] You have/had black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like the band Thursday.
[x] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music.
[ ] You hate being called emo.
[x] You keep/kept a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[ ] You have/had a sadMySpace/Friendster layout.
Total: 5.

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[x] You like rap.
[x] you are in a gang (SLAPHAPPIES :X)
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You have had a freestyle battle.
[x] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 4.

[HARDCORE]
[ ] You like loud music.
[ ] You love the Ninja Turtles!
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes.
[ ] You love Norma Jean.
[ ] You wear band t-shirts.
[ ] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[ ] "hardcore" dance.
[ ] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear blue jeans.
Total: 2.

[PREP]
[ ] You love The OC.
[x] You have/want/had a tiny/medium sized dog.
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of bright colors.
[ ] You like buying shoes.
[ ] You shop at American Eagle.
[ ] You love/like to shop.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] you love paris hilton.
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ] you wear big sunglasses.
Total: 2.

[Athletic]
[ ] You watch the Superbowl.
[x] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your/others jerseys.
[x] You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[ ] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
Total: 2.

Which one has the most X's?
EMO O_O"

TEST TWO.

[x] been in love
[x] followed fashion trends before
[ ] seriously in love & you mean it
[x] scold vulgarities before
[x] Arcade; Para dance , Revolution
dance before?

Total: 4

[ ] Ever slit your wrist?
[ ] cursed your parents
[x] got monitered by teachers/DMs
[ ] went to office before
[ ] ever whack teacher with
tables/chairs

Total: 1

[x] ever played
basketball,netball,volleyball
[x] People said you look fierce
[ ] Thought of committing a crime
[ ] saw your friend took drugs
[x] love rock music/ rap/ hiphop

Total: 3

[x] people confessed to you before
[ ] people took number from you before
[ ] strangers hugged you before
[x] ever act like a fool/retarded
[x] saw or been in any fights before
in real life

Total: 3

[ ] Ever smoked?
[ ] Ever took drugs?
[ ] Kissed a guy/girl before?
[x] agree 2 timers sucks big time?
[ ] felt like killing your parents

Total: 1

[x] run around in class
[ ] scolded teacher
[x] talked back to teacher
[x] slam the door before
[x] teased teacher
Total: 4

[x] been in gathering before
[x] met people from other school
[x] groups loitering
[ ] body screen by police before?
[ ] got wanted by cops before?

Total: 3

Total in all: 19

Multiply By 3:

this is how much of a teenager you are.

19 x 3 = 57%

I AM A 57% YOUNGSTER.

TEST THREE:

[x] Held hands
[x] Liked a friend
[x] Lost someone before
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone
something important
[x] Cried my eyes out
[x] Danced

Total: 6

[x] Rejected someone
[x] Wanted to kill someone
[ ] You got called a wh0re or a s|ut
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself
[x] Hurt someone's feelings

Total: 4

[x] Got involved in sports
[x] a PC addict
[x] Fell out of love / fell in love
[x] Went to a funeral
[x] Know someone who has tried to
commit suicide

Total: 5

[x] Wrote a love poem
[ ] Went through a phase
[ ] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or
annoying.
[ ] Got in a fist fight/b!tch fight
[x] Argued with your Friends

Total: 3

[x] had someone misunderstand what you
said
[x] Made a mistake
[x] Thought you found one
[ ]Cheated/used your boyfriend or
girlfriend
[ ]found out your boyfriend or
girlfriend cheated
on you.

Total: 3

[x] Was lied to
[x] Felt like the happiest person in
the world
[x] Felt like dying
[ ] Got pregnant or got your girl
pregnant
[x] Had a crush

Total: 4

[x] Prayed
[x] Texted in class
[x]Had more than one crush at a
time
[x]Disliked someone

Total: 4

TOTAL :29

Now multiply your total by 3

29 x 3 = 87%

I'M A 87% BAD KIDDO.

TEST FOUR.

[x] I know how to make a pot of
coffee.
[ ] I keep track of dates using a
calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a
car.
[ ] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to
say
than my friends.
Total: 2

[x] I show up for school/college/work
every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely
trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at
least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means
without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a
week.
Total: 7

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another
language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do
something
I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without
being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[ ] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 6

[x] I can spell 'experience' without
looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[ ] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by
name
[x] My favorite kind of food is take
out.
[ ] I have gained weight since
middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up
is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without
getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the
first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 4

[ ] I have realized that the weather
forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place
of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will
take you seriously unless you are over
the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all
night.
[ ] I use the internet every day.
[x] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a
while.
[x] I can read a book and actually
finish it.
Total: 4

Add up all the numbers
My marriage age is 23.

wow wierd -_-
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, May 07, 2007

7:28 PM

from yushan's blog! :D

[x] You wear mainly black.
[x] You have had 5 or more arguments
with your parents.
[ ] You own a pair of ripped jeans
[x] You've cried yourself to sleep.
[ ] You've thought about suicide.
[X] You've screamed so loud that your
throat hurt.
Total: 4

[x] You did or still do constantly
worry what other people think
[ ] You're a transvestite
[ ] You own at least one metal CD
[ ] You buy/bought stuff from hot topic
[x] Sometimes you'd rather be someone
else
[ ] You wear eyeliner
[ ] sometimes, even with your friends
your quiet and or sad
[ ] You cry (almost) every day
[ ] You cry at least once a week
[X] You'd never be seen in bright pink
[ ] You have taken drugs.
[ ] You have smoked pot.
[ ] You smoke/ have smoked
Cigarettes...
[ ] You've lost a close loved one(s)
[ ] You wanted an old love back but
they didn't want you
Total: 3

[ ] Right this second you want to die
[ ] Your bedroom wall/s are black or
dark colors
[ ] You've attempted to starve yourself
[ ] You've dyed your
hair black (er my hair's already black ._.)
[ ] You've dyed your arm chair
[ ] Your computer is full of or has
Gothic symbols
[ ] You sometimes feel like the whole
world is against you
[x] You stay up late
[ ]Sometimes your family couldn't
care less about you.
[ ] You only leave your room to pee and
eat.
[x] you drink/drank/TASTED alcohol
Total: 2

[ ] You wear long sleeves in the
summer
[ ] You have fallen down from crying so
hard before.
[ ] You wear spikes
[ ] You wear/have worn chains
[ ] You have at least one band Tee
[ ] You own merchandise of The Used (O_O)
[ ] You own a death metal CD (does MCR count?)
[ ] You own a regular metal CD (LP?)
[ ] Your friendster is or ever was black/Gothic/emo
Total: 0

[ ] You dislike your
siblings
[x] You care more about your looks than a lot of more imp. things
[ ] You go into mosh pits.
[x] Your hair is currently black
[ ] You own hand cuffs.
[ ] Satan is your homie.
[x] You own at least one shirt with
sayings
[ ] you have to take medicine because
of depression
[ ] You lick or have licked your blood
when you are wounded
[ ] You welcome the sight of blood
[ ] You normally don't smile in
pictures.
Total: 3

AND TOTAL: 12

Now take all your total numbers, add
them then multiply your answer by 2
and repost as 24% depressed

ASIAN
[x] Math is your best subject
[x] You love technology
[ ] You eat Chinese food all the time
[ ] You Love RICE
[x] You are not so tall
[ ] You like to wear sandals
[ ] You have nice car(s)
[ ] You dont like to play sports
[ ] You like karaoke
[ ] You wear tight pants..
T0TAL= 3

BLACK
[ ] You like to drink Kool-Aid
[ ] You love fried chicken
[ ] You like to play basketball or football
[ ] You go to AJ Wright or Marshalls to get your clothes
[x] You love hot sauce
[x] You hate/dislike school
[x] You Wear baggy Pants
[ ] You like to listen to Rap and R&B
[ ] You're always broke
[ ] You say nigga alot
[ ] You have a bunch of brothers & sisters
T0TAL= 3

LATINO
[ ] soccer is your sport
[ ] You like sneaking into places
[ ] You love beans
[ ] You love rice.
[x] You always take your time
[x] You love soda
[ ] You like to watch Telemundo
[x] shorts are better
[x] You never like to wear pants
[ ] You instigate in fights
[ ] You Like Batchata y Merengue
T0TAL= 4

WHITE
[ ] You take baseball seriously
[x] You have clothes from American Eagle, Abercrombie, Aeropostale, Hollister..ETC
[ ] You always have money
[ ] You listen to HARDCORE music
[x] You cant jump
[ ] You`re scared of saying the word nigga
[ ] You never like to wear pants
[ ] You love school
[ ] You own a pair of DC's/Etnies/Audios/Vans/sneaux
[ ] You like to watch Laguna beach
T0TAL= 2

Now count up the x's in each catagory
and mutiply it by 10
"i am 30% asian, 30% black, 40%
latino, and 20% white."

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

7:00 PM

wahaha!
no exams tmr!
:D
AND I CONCLUDE THAT FUSHIGI YUGI IS A GREAT MANGA.
I NEED TO BUY THE REST OF THE BOOKS ._________________.
today was npcc day.
wah seh wake up at 5.25 ._.
geez.
went to sch early to change and then extra rehearsal?
well,actually the whole thing went quite well.
but after that, pearllyn got nosebleed o_O"
ran up to the class ONLY to find that neither mdm kwan or mdm kartinie were there!
WTF! .________.
run up for nothing.
so just told casandra.
and then ran off again.
charlotte was like : MEL MEL! WHERE'S YOUR BAG?!
and i was saying: at the canteen *huff*
and then she told me: RUN DOWN QUICK!
haha.
when i went back down there, she was still in there.
thanks to MUNTENG i managed to actually get up to the classrm in time.
THANKS ALOT OKAY! :D
LOVE YOU LOADS! ♥

MONKEY!
CONFIDENCE!
YOU WILL PASS DE!
YOU WILL PASS GEOG!
I AM CERTAIN! :DDDD

and,sorry to hear abt what he does to you. D:
really shocked when i read it!
if it's really that bad,
er, maybe you can just come to me. (:
i'll help you print your notes. (:
who so unreasonable to charge $4 per paper?
tell me, is he the type that makes the computer his life?
that his time so precious and for him to take a few minutes off the computer to let his sister print her stuff cost $4?
how did it manage to amass to $96 >.>"
if he want force you again.
just heck care him ok!
i'll help you print! ^^
and i cant believe he will hit you with a ruler!
that is abuse!
and they dont care? O_O
er, how old is yr bro ah? >< -moomoo

anyway, I KNOW MY DESKTOP CAN PWN MANY PPL'S ONE IN TERMS OF CUTENESS! >:D
I ALREADY PWNED CLARI'S! :DDDDDD
AHAHAA!
want to see it? xD

and like i said,
ECCHINESS FTW!
LMAO.
ITCHYNESS FTW!!!!
yeahyeah!
ASK YOU SOMETHING OKAY!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH A GIRL HAVING ITCHYNESS .__________.
LOL xD

ECCHINESS FTW~! ♥
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, May 06, 2007

9:32 AM

hentai-ness?
LOL.
if you were an angel,heaven would fall into my arms
ahaha!
BUT
if you were an angel,heaven would collapse on us all!
xDDD
what's wrong with having that? xP
so sue me if there's something wrong!
and KORS SHOULDNT BULLY MEIS.
LOL.

found all the angel letters frm gloria yesterday. (:
found all the mortal letters from yiling yesterday too. (:
compiled all the letters from janice yesterday also! (:
and and, I FOUND ALL MY SQUADMATE'S POSTCARDS AND LETTERS. (((:
AHAHHAHA!
I AM SO LOVED! :3
chocolates!
pocky!
flowers!
yay! :D
i still remb last yr.
ROD as kirreli?
carrying a teddy bear and in her pajamas?
WAYYYY KAWAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
xPPPPPP

MYE gonna end soon. :D
butbutbut, POP GOING TO COME TOO O_O
I DONT WANT POP >_>
OH OH!
TMR GOT TO GET FULL U READY!
gahhhhhh!
will see if can blog again ltr. (:

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, May 05, 2007

6:55 PM

woots! :D
GAIA IS LOVE!
heard that?
:D
just finished Kirreli's nurse's outfit. (:
but i'm like totally broke as well -_-
and i conclude that me and yt are hooked to fishing LOL. xD
prettaye prettaye sunrise! :D
FISHING!
BASS!
GUPPIES!
boots? o_o"

why do i always end up being the one scolded?
it's not really far is it?
what kind of example is she showing me then?
what do you expect?
so what if i just want to be alone once?
does it mean that i MUST ALWAYS go along?
then if it's like that,
why do YOU have the option then?
i dont give a damn anymore.
so too bad.

hmm.
nxt piece of inspiration for a siggy.
TESTS! the number 1 reason for insanity.

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Friday, May 04, 2007

2:52 PM

monkey! (:
cheer up okay?
life is unfair, but it'll get better along the way!
MUST JIAYOU OKAY!
GET GOOD MARKS FOR YR MYES (:
I BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN GET ALL A1S IF YOU TRY! :D
if you do that, i will buy you one ppc. :D
good enough ma? xP

KELLY!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BUYING THE POSTER FOR ME! :D
REMIND ME TO PAY YOU BACK OKAY! :D
CHIO CHIO MISTER FYE D. FLORETTE! <3333

today's papers were okay!
emaths was quite easy!
cherlyn's teacher was telling their class that : e maths paper veryyyyyyyyy difficult!
LOL.
bio was CRAPPY.
i mean, who the fish would ask you about SALMON?
why would they produce 4x urine after 3 days in freshwater?
why would they stop drinking after being in freshwater?
and,why the heck would we care that scientists want to have algae in space?
-_________-
maybe sometimes they just set exam questions to ask us stuff that they dont even know how to answer themselves.

i realised that this yr,
alot of my posts are like more emo and depressing that last yr's and the yr before's.
sec 3 life is not a holiday.
it is TURMOIL.
i wish i could go back to sec 1 or 2 .______.
[x] can go home earlier :D
[x] got less homework LOL :D
[x] not as many horrid things to remb like the solubility table :D
[x] the teachers actually talk TO you instead of talking AT you :D
[x] no teachers like her :D

see!
lower sec is so much better!

POTC3 COMING OUT SOON :D
gonna watch with the slaphappies! xD
lmao!
TAB DONT YOU DARE SAY YOU WANT TO GO TO THE PARK -______-
oh LOL.
the 1.5L bottle xD

FISH YOU! (x
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, May 03, 2007

4:49 PM

more sigs! :D

#1:

#2:

#3:

:D
you're just a beautiful liar.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

2:57 PM

stole this frm ~~lijun~~MUSHROOM. :D

a comb has teeth but can't bite, a shoe has a tongue but can't talk, rulers have feey and tables have legs yet neither of them can walk. a chair has an arm but no elbow, a clock has two hands but can't hold, hills have brows, and corn has ears though they never turn blue in the cold. needles and spuds have eyes but not one of them can see, and though a jug has a lip, and a tunnel a mouth, they can't drink coffee or tea. rocks and clocks have faces, books have backs and a spine, a well's got a bottom, a sausage a skin; there's a neck on a bottle of wine. roads have heard shoulders but can't shrug, a car has a body plus parts, tools have chests and chimneys have breasts. but only people - and lettuce - have hearts!
looks like i dont have one anymore

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

2:45 PM

zomfgwtfbbq.
great.
i managed to write alot for lit qn 2.
12 lines x 3 para?
qn 5a and 5b?
different story.
i bet i wrote loads of crap.
was freaking out.
in fact i just finished writing it 1 minute before the time was up.
mrs gek collect paper damn funny LOL.

yuck.
i hate you.
you and your lies.
you and your facades.
you dont fool anyone.
go away.
just fish off.

i believe that man utd was a spectacular failure.

okay anyway,
yesterday was damn funny. xD
JANICE = MONKEY xP

i believe we're mutes,
using foolscap as our mouths.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

10:11 PM

well, made quite a few sigs. (:
anyone who wants some,
can just ask.
however,
please provide me with an idea,
like maybe a picture or some words.
what you want in it and stuff.

#1:

#2:

#3:

#4:

#5:

rating please? x;
oh oh!
resources : +
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥